>anonymous asked:
>what are your favorite wincest noncon fics?

hmmm great question!

Noncon isn 't a tag I seek out but every once in awhile I come across it in a ‘that was rapey but I can handle it ' way. Also, I have lots of rape/trauma recovery recs, but 'wincest noncon' suggest you 're looking for a lack of consent between Dean/Sam so I 'm gonna go that direction 👍
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leonidaslion 's Bright Lights of Disturbia (AO3). Rated NC-17, Dean/Sam, 373k words. Summary: Not all of our scars are worn on the outside…
ao3.org/works/181007
my thoughts: an epic & full of Dean whump which, oddly, also isn 't my preference, but despite it all I couldn 't put this story down... and its HEA ending had me reccing it in my favorite winter holidays fics , hah

Iron Ridge Pack ‘Verse by meus_venator. Rated NC-17, unrelated Sam/Dean, 193k. Summary: Federal Marshal Jensen Ackles of the Hunter Division was the best tracker the department had on the west coast. Having watched his entire family be slaughtered by a wolf pack as a child, Jensen dedicated himself to becoming a hunter. Under his watch no one would ever suffer as he had, and renegade werewolves would be brought to justice and shipped back to the rez where they belonged. When a call came in about a were sighting in the sleepy town of Munter 's Gorge, Montana, Jensen thought he 'd be home in no time. Then he met Jared at the local coffee shop and the case suddenly became a whole lot more complicated.
ao3.org/series/248002
my thoughts: Fucked up A/B/O in all its glory. I absolutely love it with zero shame - really, how can you wander about fandom with shame? Fanfiction is pure id and the journey into meus_venator 's on-point id game is always a rabbit hole of addictive depravity with wholesome love & tenderness that somehow bubbles out of it all. Her works (especially this one) hook and drag me in to bed as early as 8PM and doesn 't let me sleep until like 3. This fic is also in my animal transformations reclist .

Dragon Spell by virtualpersonal and brimstonegold (LJ). Rated NC-17, Sam/Dean, 112k. Summary: Crossover with Anne McCaffrey 's Dragonriders of Pern. Snooping around in his father's storage locker, Sam touches something he shouldn't and gets sucked into a world where dragonriders must protect their world from a continuous threat of threadfall. Dean follows and finds Sam has lost his memories. Until they get out of this mess, they have to ‘make like the natives. '
virtualpersonal.livejournal.com/206751.html
my thoughts: This story was my gateway fic to dragon AUs and it's been ah๐Ÿ‘ma๐Ÿ‘zing๐Ÿ‘ reading and exploring this one and all the others! While it 's a crossover with Anne McCaffrey 's Pern universe, I had no idea and rolled with it anyway, so you definitely don 't need to have read the McCaffrey 's series to understand this story (but it 's a great in that it gives you the gist of what other Pern x SPN fics incorporate in their crossovers as well). Love the amnesia trope deftly used here to kinda excuse/explain how the wincest unfolds

Amidst the Chaos by AnOddSock. NC-17, Dean/Sam, 18k words. Summary: The apocalypse began and Dean 's world shattered. The rest of the world wasn 't too far behind. Years later, after fighting and planning and hoping, there 's finally a chance to get through to Sam — to give him the opportunity to come kicking and screaming back to the surface and wrest control away from Lucifer. Dean doesn 't want to hurt Sam, but he 'll do whatever it takes. He just needs to find a way to connect, a way in. And he always was better with his hands, and his touch, than he was with words.
ao3.org/works/20580200
my thoughts: I 've never read a story that makes sexual climax as close to the same thing as the story 's plot climax, lol. Fucking brilliant! I mean this got so graphic and brutal but it had explicit, deeply important reasons behind why it needed to be expounded upon. I totally loved this fic for that. It had me both riveted and a little turned on the whole way through.

Rattling Your Locks by cherie_morte (LJ). Rated NC-17, Jensen/Jared. 50k. Summary: AU: Born into slavery, Jared has been trained and used as a pleasure slave ever since he was a teenager. Rare and coveted because of his Alpha status, Jared has always sold to the richest and often cruelest of masters.
His new master, the young but ruthless CEO of TradeMark Entertainment, Jensen Ackles, seems no different. At least, not until Jared stops to wonder what a consummate Alpha male like Ackles would want with another Alpha as his pleasure slave. Things only get more confusing when Jared arrives at his new master 's home and finds that there are no other slaves. He soon learns that Ackles freed all of his father 's slaves when he inherited them and has been a vocal supporter and patron of anti-slavery groups since. Jared doesn 't know how to reconcile this knowledge with his master 's outward coldness, but the more he learns about Ackles, the less he seems to fit into the assumptions that Jared has made about him.
infatuated-ink.livejournal.com/73226.html
my thoughts: Normally I don 't go for alpha!Jared but this was an amaaaazing story. The development Jensen and Jared 's characters, the progress they made with each other, was terrific. A few times the events in the story had me take pause but at the end of the day I really liked how sketchy and gray and conflicted everybody was when it came to that reconciliation aspect mentioned in her summary. Just a really fantastic and wonderfully long read! This fic is in my slave reclist .

Fortress series by glasslogic (AO3). Rated NC-17, Sam/Dean, 225k words. Summary: Seven years ago Dean Winchester paid his due to the Crossroads Demon and fell into Hell. Grief almost killed Sam, a demon blood addiction came closer, but he rid himself of demonic attachments and spent years building himself a prison where no demon can set foot, determined to take himself out of the apocalyptic game that had crushed his family. But each year on Earth is an eternity in Hell, and now Dean is back. Angry, powerful, and demonic; he has a plan to wreck vengeance on those who destroyed his life. A plan that will shake the foundations of the Pit and send shock-waves into Heaven. Dragging a reluctant Sam in his wake, will Dean manage to pull it off before the combined legions of Hell get their act together enough to stop him
ao3.org/series/20086
my thoughts: A super well-written, dark version of Demon!Dean where his ‘evil ' nature and his ‘good ' goals (and kind of amoral adoration of Sam) are balanced. It was satisfying to read Demon!Dean saving Sam from Ruby but warning there 's a lot of rape-or-die to that whole thing. Not a lot of tender shmoop but I really enjoyed this story. Quality, edge-of-your-seat plot progression (using seasons 4 & 5 as a basic road map)

thank you so much for the question, anon! 🤗💛